Are you chronically online??? Because I am. But atp it’s not even my fault.
Keeping in touch
The only consistent way to talk to my friends is through my phone. And yknow?, I didn’t think I would ever get tired of staring at my screen. But LORD knows I am.
Of course i love catching up with people, but at this point, it feels like I got all my people in files on my devices. I’ll spend hours in constant conversation with MULTIPLE people.
I’m trying so hard not to leave everyone on read it’s crazy.
It got to the point where I was basically off my phone for 2 days while at my Grandma’s house. It felt great to not have to worry about responding to peoples texts and TikTok’s by the way. I swear I’m not trying to Ghost anyone. But imagine it from MY point of view.
IM NOT ON NO COLLEGE CMPUS YET!!, I have no way of relieving my stress by going out by myself to chill without one of my family members breathing down my neck.
I imagine my family will still spam me when I get on campus either way, but at least I’ll have DISTANCE. But right now, I'm still doing school from home. And honestly, wouldn’t cha know it, being on my phone is ACTUALLY depleting my mental health!! Ahahaha
I’m fine generally, some days are worse than others, but oh my God am I ready to be somewhere far away where I wont have to worry as much.
It’s just healthier for me to step away from my phone, but then when I do that, it feels like im ignoring y’all who are trying to check in with me.
No I have no solutions, yes im a thug and so I will thug it out.
The only think I can do now is just stay up til midnight getting this dorm room for Miami soon enough next month :D
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